Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Goodbye

Ya im finally blogging for my 2nd time reason is that nothin rly exciting happened lately so ya something rly important happened yesterday and im gonna blog about it

You guys can probably assume wat my blog is about cuz of the title of this which is "Goodbye." So yesterday night, my entire family was in shock and rly sad last night. At about 7 my grandfather who has lung cancer, was very pale and wasnt breathing. My grandma and dad were all panicing and told me to call 911(for ppl in or near my neighbourhood, it might be the most exciting thing that happened). Anyways in just 10 mins the ambulence police and firefighters came near my house and rushed in to save my grandmother. At that time, i was worried so i prayed to God that he will save him and that he will survive. I was happy cuz about 20 mins later, they finally managed to save him cuz his heart suddenly stopped so they managed to keep it moving again. We were all relieved and so me and my grandma decided to go to the hospital first in guess wat??? A police car! It was pretty exciting in the police car cuz there was a computer in there, which is pretty cool if u ask me. Anyways, back to the topic, when we arrived at the hospital we were waiting for my grandpa.

Unfortunately, when i arrived at the hospital, there was some sort of annoucement that said "Emergency blah...., Code Blue" Reason i highlighted this was cuz one i did not no wat that means(lol) and second im pretty sure it is bad and then my mind started thinking it was my grandpa that was in an emergency condition right now. Also i saw alot of doctors going in to the room my grandpa was in so im pretty sure they need a lot of doctors to save him. Then a doctor came and told us that it doesnt look like he will survive. My heart sank when i heard that. So while we were waiting in the room, i just felt rly bad and prayed to God again to just help my grandpa survive. After a while the doctor told us that he will only survive for only the highest a few hours. All of our family members were rdy and when he passed away at about 9:50 my grandma started crying badly and we were all speechless.

Our family was very sad at that point. After the doctors told us that he passed away i told God that he is on his side now and that i really hope he will get into heaven with God.

So ya im still really sad from the inside and so as my other family members but you guys no that God has set up a plan for everyone and possibly yesterday was my grandpa's ending. I wish i could change it cuz i rly care about him but i realize i shouldnt interfere with God's works so ya.

Guys, plz pray for us, me my bro and my family, especially my grandma who cried for i think at least 2 hours straight in the hospital. i no its long but plz take the time to read it.

-Al

P.S. Never go on a police car. Most uncomfortable car ever. There is no place in the passenger seat so i think this is how the police tortures its criminals in there. Just take this as a motivation to never to anything bad :)

4 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear your loss, Alan & Billy. We'll keep you and your family in prayer. Is there anything we can help? Please don't hesitate to ask.

    Yes, life is very fragile. We never know when is our last day. But life itself is a gift from God, so let's cherish each day, lift up our days to Him, be a blessing to others.

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  2. ah.... I was still on my way home when that happened, so I didn't know until when I got home. It's always sad to see someone you know pass away, particularly when that person is a family member, someone you care about.

    Let's flip to the bible and see what God has to say. Here we go, Esslesiastes 3, "A Time for Everything". God has designed life, so that there is a time for everything. We know our lives begin when we are born, but we never know when it will end. Like Tina said, let us cheerish the moments we have with others, for we never know when the end will come.

    We'll pray for you and your family.

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  3. Thanks for this sharing Alan. I dont think I would be able to be soo calm still if I was in your situation and to pray about it. I think I would be so worked up over the CPR and making sure hes in good hands (human hands) rather than relying on God to keep the family at peace and for His work to be done. I hope both your family and yourself wont get too sad over his death even though its quite hard, but as Tina said above, life is very fragile and this is why we must live it up and love all those around you esp your family at this difficult time.

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  4. May God wrap you and your family up in His love and give you the peace you need.

    Thanks for boldly sharing your feelings with us, Alan.

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