i'm happy right now.

as you can see from my title, i am super duper happy right now. i will share with you guys why i am soooo happy b/c i haven't blogged since i don't remember when and even though i don't appear really happy i really am. but anyway it all started from last night when i went to sleep, i was lying there for like an hour and i still couldn't fall asleep and i think i was ready to fall asleep until i heard the phone ring. in my mind i was somewhat angry b/c i was close to sleeping and i let the phone ring for a few times and then i picked up. in my mind i was still thinking who can it be!? calling so late i'm trying to sleep. when i said hello, a voice said hey is this shermaine and i'm like ya it is and he's like do u know who i am. i said no and i was thinking to myself i'm trying to sleep here. i was kinda grumpy till he said his name. the moment he said his name i sounded soo awake.

here's a little bit on what happened to this friend of mine. at around a month ago, he auditioned to this dance school in new york and he made it in the school. i remembered that i prayed for him and i hoped that he'd make it in the school b/c i know that he's worked really hard for that audition and that he wanted it ever since i don't know when. well he told me about the audition way way before. i kind of had a feeling that he'd make it anyway b/c i know he's really good at dancing. after talking to him two days before his audition, i never talked to him again. it felt like he disapeered from the face of this earth, but i missed him a lot b/c i consider him as one of my closest friends. well actually the funny thing was that he didn't want people to know that he went to audition for that dance school, but everyone who knew my friend talked about his departure from the school for the whole week there were soo many variations on what kind of dance he was doing at his new school and stuff. but i think it's not only me who missed him.

but anyway back to the story. when he called i was shocked and surprised partly b/c i waited for that phone call from him for a long time and i thought that he'd never call me and he forgot about me and have his new friends. but i guess i was wrong. we talked for around 15 minutes. even though the time that we talked wasn't really long, but i was really happy and just surprised that he even remembered to call me. the funny thing about this phone call too was that i prayed for this friend before i got the phone call. after i hung up, deep down i was thinking thank you god. and well right now i want to thank him for everything. b/c i didn't think that i could still have a good friendship with someone who is not in toronto and not allowed to use the internet that often for communication. i even thought that he forgot about me. but i think god made it happen. and i hope that i could really continue to be good friends with him even thought he's in new york.

-sherm