Tarrot Cards

Maybe all of you guys reading this would be curious about the title of my blog, or maybe you won't be lol but still.

Well now i know that in the bible it says that i shouldn't play with tarrot cards, but i guess it was two years ago when i played with tarrot cards. I was young and i didn't know and i guess back then i wasn't as serious about God as i am now. It was in grade 8 when i played with the cards, well one of my best friends bought it at p-mall and i remember almost everyday i'd go over to her place and play monopoly lol (yes i noe a very boring activity for just 2 people, we played for the whole day once) but i guess we got bored of it and she got a new set of tarrot cards, so we were just playing it for fun. Well, the results that i had weren't really true at the moment, but a while ago i was remembering what the tarrot cards said about my future and i was really believeing that maybe tarrot cards could really tell the future because the results that i remember all came true. Here's an example. Back then i guess i wasn't really close friends with this person, and we the card said that i'd be really really close friends with this person and i think itz really true rite now. Another card also said that the friend who i played the cards with wouldn't be as close friends anymore. I honestly felt that it was true this lately because i haven't really talked to her and the only time i did was when we said hi to each other and stuff. I felt like things were getting awkwards because one time it was me and her and another friend sitting there and we didn't even talk. Well, since i thought that card was comming true, i prayed to God to maintain our friendship. I guess right now the card was wrong because i talked to her yesterday and we just talked about the problems we had. She told me that being best friends doesn't necessarily mean that we have to hang out with each other everyday and talk to each other often, they're supposed to be there for you no matter what and tell you what you should change about yourself no matter how bad it sounds. I was really reassured that our relationship didn't change that much and i was really happy. I was just so happy and i think God answered my prayer lol.

I guess this also kind of relates to things that have happened to me this lately. I've been in some really bad friend situations and i once thought that we worked things out, but we didn't, so right now i dunno.. i haven't talked to them for like a month or more now. You're probably wondering how it relates, well i guess the friendships that i had with those friends were pretty weak even though we talked to each other everyday and hung out a lot. I guess this conflict between us really showed me how weak our friendships were. At that moment i really wanted to see if we were strong enough to be able to get good friends again, but at this rate i don't think it's possible. I don't think i'm mad at them, but i just don't like the things that happened. If i compared those two friendships i just talked about, there's a pretty big contrast. Now i know that being really good friends with someone doesn't really matter on the amount of times you talk to them in a day or how many hours you spend with them. I think it comes from the heart. If you really think that they're your best friend then they'd really be your bestfriend even thought you might not talk to that person really often. (I don't know if that made sense, but it all made sense in my head lol)

well anyways i should go and sleep now. BLOG EVERYONE! lol nites

-sherm