Sunday, March 1, 2009

what does God want?

I feel so compelled to blog and not do my math homework.

So lately I've been extremely overwhelmed by deadlines and things that has to be done. First, there's school. I don't even need to explain that. Then there's TC stuffs. (Can you believe it? it's 16 days away!) And on top of all that, there's university applications. Oii. It's a lot of work.

About a month ago, I was worrying about getting INTO university. But now it's all changed. I don't know which one to go to. I feel like God's kinda playing with me sometimes, because i thought, "hey, western doesn't want me. Good, so I'll have one less choice." But now.. they want me. So that adds another door to my future.. which one do i choose?!

Honestly, I have no idea what I want to do in my future. At the same time, it's hard to know what God wants. There's so much that's being offered to me by "this world" right now. Where is God? I don't know. Someone was like "Go to UT, so you can come back to church still!" haha. I dont know! :(

Sometimes I wish i had less choices. Or, that someone will choose for me.
Pray for me, my friends :D

p.s. PRAY FOR TC. it's 16 days away! There's much to be done! :)

2 comments:

  1. Maybe you should go to the university that has the courses you know you'll do well in.

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